Freiheit. Freedom. Wolność.
I am officially done with this shit.
No more!
Time read all the books.
Time to watch all the movies.
Time to find a job.
Is there anything to sum up? A few sleepless nights, two nightmares, lots of coffee, frustration and unhappiness went by and it’s over.
I’m utterly dissatisfied with your post. Berlin! Prom! After party!
I want all of that. I shall utter not one word more until you do. Now I’ve got all the time in the world.
-O.
So you’re done with exams, you’re done with high school and I’m a few steps behind. I’m in the same point you were in last month or so.
Anyway the last events just showed me that I cannot stand happiness, I refuse to let it happen in my life and I also get in the way of other people’s …Isn’t that a good debriefing conclusion for the end of high school? haha
You should write a long post summing up everything that happened this past month.
Love
-A.
Last post until May 21st.
Graduated today.
Mom was supposed to pick me up but didn’t have time, so I had to go on my own. She told me that too late, and then 5 minutes before going out I noticed my dress had a stain - ergo, I was 40 minutes late.
Turns out they’ve given me a silver order of the school, and because I wasn’t there, my mom had to go pick up the award in front of everybody.
Second graders (so eleventh year) prepared an artistic programme for us, which was basically a parody of our teachers. Lots of fun, but I wouldn’t want to be in their skin on Monday. Hahaha.
My friend and I got our favourite teacher (who’s been with me for 6 years) a silver bracelet that simply said “Thank you” and our names, and then said teacher gave me a really nice fountain pen.
After all was said and done, I went for a beer with some people from my class and then my big brother took me out for ice cream.
Time to focus on books. Much too late for that, but better late than never, huh?
See you back when Summer’s in full swing. Ahoy (:
-O.
The graduation ceremony is not a big deal. I think it’s going to be in our gym hall, which will be “decorated” in a very poor attempt to cover up the exercise bars and dity ball prints on the walls. We’ll come, our apathetic, flegmatic and hated headmistress will utter some incoherent, half-assed farewell, teachers will pretend they actually know our names, and we’ll be anxious to get home and study for finals. Maybe halfway through I will experience some nostalgy for the good ol’ days, but it will soon be squashed by the memory of chem class and the way it made me feel like an idiot.
I don’t want to stay in school but I don’t want to finish it, either. Here, I know my place. I have no desire to go to university.
It’s 1 am and I’m starting my Polish presentation. My goal is to make it as depressing as possible. I want the committee to sit there and wonder about my mental state. My opening sentence is “Man looks in the mirror and sees death.”
I’d rather see you than Tom. I was happy to meet him before; now I don’t want to. How should I tell him?
Slept through the day. Been up for 2 hours only.
-O.
Graduation in a month. I don;t have the dress yet. I have the materials. Got the shoes today.
I should do the library thing as well.
Take tons of photos at the graduation\and post them.
Come to Berlin to meet me <3. I understand Tom is prince charming, but what am I ? ahahahah
-Love
A.
I want to see the dress! Or are you saving it for the grand entrace?
Nanana. 8 hours in the library today, looks like tomorrow will be the same. No, wait. I have German at 2 pm.
If I’m forced to relive my trip, I might puke. You got a live feed anyway, it felt like I was texting you every 5 seconds. Train rides were the worst. And the 2+ hour waiting in Starbucks. Ugh. Now I’m thinking that going to Berlin to meet Tom might not be the best idea I’ve had.
Graduation in a week. I don’t know how to feel about it.
-O.
BOUGHT “THE CARPET”, finally!
and a necklace to go with it. haha
O. please write about your last few days with details!
Love.
-A.
Back to school. Yay. Never gonna say this in a few months.
I’m really happy for you hon and no matter if you choose QM or DK it’s gonna turn out good for you. :)
Love
-A.
tidiness has hever been my strong suit
